Happy 2nd Birthday
Elicia Currin Soderquist, I don't know you, or your real name, or your birthday, as your birth mom and I stopped talking after she decided to keep you. I want to hate her for that, but I just can't, because I'm a mom. You'd be two soon and tonight, I can't stop thinking about you. Elsie, I wish you love. The hugs and kisses and tickles and giggles type of love a two year old needs. I hope you are read to, from the all the fun books and that you love to read. I hope you have a hide and seek book that you love so much the flaps are ripped and the binding is falling apart. I hope you have a favorite stuffed animal, that smells bad, and is dirty, and that your mom has two or three of the same one, just so she can do laundry. I hope you have a favorite blanket, that you cuddle with at night, made for you by your grandma, who just cannot get enough of you. I hope someday you have siblings, who will adore you as much as my two did, before you even came. I hope on you...